Hey baby, are you ready? Guests will be here at any time”. “Yes Maa, just two minutes”, I said. “Be polite in front of the guests”, she instructed.
In the living room of my house, holding the tray of tea and answering all the questions. I wondered, why should I be with this guy? I don’t like him.
But unfortunately, my parents liked him. And we got married after a few months. “I don’t have any feelings for him, even I don’t know him well yet”, my heart was talking to my brain.
Eventually, came our first night. The beautiful room was waiting for us. I was not ready for it. I did not want to lose my virginity that night, but he wanted to. And ……I was unable to refuse him.
Maybe due to the dogma of the people outside my room and in the society.
His hands were moving on my body.
My Clothes were on the floor.
He pushed me backward, with no feelings of love and no talks about my wishes. Wild and Lustful, his voracious eyes scanned me inside out like a dreadful creature…. Consequently… I lost it, yes my V.
My face still wore a lovely fake smile, but the soul was burning that day.
I got raped.
Raped by the person with whom I have to spend my whole life.
Rape, against which I couldn’t stand.
Rape, because of the authoritative ‘Guardians’ of my family.
It was a simply a rape,
a rape accepted by society….
In the living room of my house, holding the tray of tea and answering all the questions. I wondered, why should I be with this guy? I don’t like him.
But unfortunately, my parents liked him. And we got married after a few months. “I don’t have any feelings for him, even I don’t know him well yet”, my heart was talking to my brain.
Eventually, came our first night. The beautiful room was waiting for us. I was not ready for it. I did not want to lose my virginity that night, but he wanted to. And ……I was unable to refuse him.
Maybe due to the dogma of the people outside my room and in the society.
His hands were moving on my body.
My Clothes were on the floor.
He pushed me backward, with no feelings of love and no talks about my wishes. Wild and Lustful, his voracious eyes scanned me inside out like a dreadful creature…. Consequently… I lost it, yes my V.
My face still wore a lovely fake smile, but the soul was burning that day.
I got raped.
Raped by the person with whom I have to spend my whole life.
Rape, against which I couldn’t stand.
Rape, because of the authoritative ‘Guardians’ of my family.
It was a simply a rape,
a rape accepted by society….
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